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Deputy US Marshal Givens ([personal profile] tinstar) wrote2021-12-15 05:00 pm
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Christmas Day

[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2021-12-29 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Despite Tim's habit of being up before the 'sun' he respected Raylan's ability to sleep in, even on Christmas Day. As such Tim did not head down to level eight until around brunch time.

He was dressed in a t-shirt, flannel button down left open and a pair of lounge pants, no shoes. He balanced two plates covered in aluminum foil in one hand, a dish towel wrapped around some other objects cradled in the crook of his other arm.

As such when he reached Raylan's door Tim had to turn his back to the door and kick at it with the heel of his foot. He was not interested in stubbing his toe on that sad looking motel room door.
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2021-12-30 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Christmas brunch," Tim answered the half asked question, mostly as a way to firmly distract himself from how good Raylan looked at the moment. They were both known around the office for having their hair firmly tamped down, but Tim had to admit that a few run away bangs looked good on Raylan. Bed head just stirred desires that the younger marshal firmly squashed.

"Pancakes and bacon with vanilla ice cream," instead of syrup or whipped cream.
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2021-12-30 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
"I raided some ice cream sandwiches," Tim shared without a hint of remorse. "I didn't say it was good vanilla ice cream."

He set down the plates, uncovering them and producing one with ice cream on the pancakes and the other without. He had also brought down some coffee and juice. It wasn't a buffet of waffles, eggs and breakfast meats, but it was a bit more than either of them usually ate in the morning.
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2021-12-30 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
While he did not have ice cream on his pancakes the little golden discs of yumminess did not go unadorned. On his were fresh fruit. Okay maybe more like fresh fruit that had been frozen and thawed but still; fruit.

"I figured I had two choices," he said in a matter of fact tone. "Start drinking, or make breakfast."

Just because he did his level best to make good life choices, didn't mean that Tim wasn't tempted to curl up in a corner with a bottle and feel sorry for himself. He bitched and moaned with the best of them about Art's habit of dragging his deputies into a festive spirit but the truth was Tim appreciated his Chief's efforts. He also knew how he felt himself and expected it was ten times as challenging for Raylan. Without Art here to do the prodding, Tim was taking it upon himself.
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2021-12-30 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Tim was tidy with his food but there was an air of playing with his food in the way he used his fork to cut off bits of pancake, then match it with fruit. He paused briefly, brows furrowing as he considered how to answer Raylan. These sorts of talks were ones they avoided like the plague back home, but Raylan was asking and after a moment the younger marshal decided the truth was the best answer.

"No," he confirmed, forking up a bite of pancake and what looked like a blueberry. "That's how I start my days. Usually getting to The Job does the trick, but when we have a holiday I need to get more creative."

Art was not wrong about Tim's alcoholic tendencies. It wasn't just about drinking when off the clock, it was the struggle not to say screw it and pick the bottle up before getting out of bed.
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2021-12-30 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Appreciating the fact that Raylan pulled the spotlight off, Tim sat back with a piece of bacon and gnawed on it thoughtfully. He was definitely used to eating on the move and tended to tuck into his food and get it over and done with, unless amusing himself on a stakeout. This more laid back, casual nomming was a rarity and spoke to his comfort in sitting and talking with the older marshal.

"Being a pain in the ass to Sweeney would just be a cruelty," he said after he swallowed a mouthful of bacon. "I am as happy to be a dick to assholes as the next deputy US Marshal, but what we're doing here ain't about that. The more I give him to fight against, the more he can use that to avoid all the shit he's got under his hat."

Tapping the bacon on the plate, through his fingers again and again, Tim was pensive for a moment before he continued.

"Thing is I think he actually wants to start unpacking some of that shit, but he needs someone to keep his stride steady as he does it."
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2022-01-01 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
They had worked together long enough that Tim could see the unasked question beneath the question. Half his pancake gone, he sat back in the uncomfortable chair and picked up his mug of coffee; pensive for awhile before responding.

"I ain't going to change who I am or how I lawman here," he said in a quiet tone. "Admiral offered me a deal based on knowing who I am. If he wanted someone to hold their hands and pat their hair back as they vomit up emotions, he would have picked someone else."

Before Raylan can raise the point that there was a huge range of difference between social work and hunting, Tim raised his hand.

"I get it, we ain't dragging known fugitives back to their day in court here. But that doesn't mean our way of handling people needs to do a one eighty. You can steady a person without coddling them Raylan, I've seen you do it."
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2022-01-02 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
"Bah," Tim said with a small shake of his head. "The being quiet and waiting strategy is Art Mullen's 101. I have been receiving that education same as you for the past six years." He knew how to be patient and wait, dealt with it often with his work at the VA, but he did appreciate Raylan confirm that it would be a good strategy here.

"Thing is Sweeney is my temporary Inmate. I ain't graduating him and I don't even have his file to know just how steep the mountain we're climbing looks like. I am surprised the man has been here since February and doesn't have a stable Warden."
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2022-01-02 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Reaching for a piece of fruit Tim popped it in his mouth and began to chew while wearing his best shit eating grin.

"How much of a struggle are you having with yourself not to put in with the Admiral to take Elias on as a permanent Inmate?"
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2022-01-02 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh but did Tim know that unexpressed feeling. He had the same fear, sometimes combined with feeling more than a little patronized by all the super-powered folks and centuries old creatures roaming around. It was part of what made him so thankful that Raylan was here.

It also softened the normally sarcastic sniper's face and eyes, because while he wouldn't verbalize their shared concerned he still commiserate with it.

"I don't think pizzazz is going to have anything to do with it," he said in that quiet, soft and private tone. "I think it's going to have more to do with being smart, steady, creative and willful. All traits you have in spades. A personality like Elias, needs someone who isn't going to give up. You don't give up."
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[personal profile] walkingtrigger 2022-01-03 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Tim hesitated for a minute, in the midst of cutting off a bit of pancake with his fork, as if he was about to delve into an answer to Raylan's question. But in the end, the sniper shook his head.

"Don't have his file," he said simply. "Or other people from his world giving me a low down. I'll do him the favor of not making assumptions." Which sounded snarky but to be fair Tim was usually the man in the office who poured over the files, and memorized the jackets. Despite his reputation with a gun, and youth, he was methodical in studying his targets, careful not to work from assumption.

Raylan had the better gut instinct for that sort of snap decision, which was why Tim often backed his older partner's plays. Even when they ran counter to his own way of doing things. Speaking of which, the younger marshal looked over at hazel eyes and offered Raylan one of his rare, genuine smiles.

"Might be on our back foot here," he acknowledged, "but good lawmen are good lawmen, no matter the situation. You're a good lawman, Raylan. Don't doubt yourself."