Yeah, because he's a shitshow. We all are. And Roman, he's... you know. He can be self-destructive. And that's, like, one hundred percent the pot calling the kettle black, but that doesn't make it untrue.
We can all be self-destructive. That being said... He's made a lot of progress here. He's learnin' how to handle things with a bit more- [Not grace, exactly - that would always be a work in progress for Roman, but 'emotional intelligence' would have been closer. 'Emotional Intelligence' wasn't a phrase that was easily understood by most people.]
A bit more maturity. More control. [So long as the news wasn't 'Logan Roy is dead.' Raylan knew full well that would break Roman more than a little. No matter how shitty a dad Logan had been.]
If it's just business, I'm not overly worried. [He couldn't help but think it wasn't just business. Maybe his dark minded gut was just.. sensitive. He doubted that too.]
[ Kendall lets that all sit in the air between them for a little while, brow furrowed. Probably best that he push the conversation back in Roman's direction, given... everything. ]
I can tell, you know.
[ He lets that hang too. He's hanging a lot of shit right now. ]
He feels different. Better. Better than I remember him ever being, actually, except when he was, like, a child. Which is why I'm trying to... to not make it hard for him.
Lyin' to him isn't going to make it easier. Whatever it is you got tucked in your vest there Kendall, it's gonna come out eventually.
[Kendall's excuses didn't add up, not with the changes Roman has made, the growth. The support he has now. ]
You should trust in the work he's doin'. I'm not sayin' get into shit as soon as he wakes up but.. Longer you wait, the harder it'll be. All I'm askin' for is warnin' so that I can help you take care of him, if it's somethin' severe.
[ Okay, well, that's ominous as fuck, and Kendall's going to do what he does with all prescient warnings which threaten to destabilise his sanity: ignore it. ]
Sure. I'll – yeah, if anything comes to mind, I'll tell you.
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[It wasn't quite adding up. Raylan's head tilts a fraction with the unasked question.]
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A bit more maturity. More control. [So long as the news wasn't 'Logan Roy is dead.' Raylan knew full well that would break Roman more than a little. No matter how shitty a dad Logan had been.]
If it's just business, I'm not overly worried. [He couldn't help but think it wasn't just business. Maybe his dark minded gut was just.. sensitive. He doubted that too.]
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I can tell, you know.
[ He lets that hang too. He's hanging a lot of shit right now. ]
He feels different. Better. Better than I remember him ever being, actually, except when he was, like, a child. Which is why I'm trying to... to not make it hard for him.
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[Kendall's excuses didn't add up, not with the changes Roman has made, the growth. The support he has now. ]
You should trust in the work he's doin'. I'm not sayin' get into shit as soon as he wakes up but.. Longer you wait, the harder it'll be. All I'm askin' for is warnin' so that I can help you take care of him, if it's somethin' severe.
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Sure. I'll – yeah, if anything comes to mind, I'll tell you.