A little adjustment of that thrown towel and they were good to go; It would be enough to keep them dry for the night and Raylan would dutifully do laundry tomorrow. He only had the one set of sheets, anyway. Raylan's features bob, lips curling at the suggestion and the reciprocal soft touches. It wasn't like sleeping naked was showing off anything James wasn't familiar with now.
"Mm," he hummed in acknowledgement, lifting his hand to silently as for something to grip to help him leverage his weight up without using all of his muscle, grunting with a wince and a sharp inhale that was held as they worked the shirt off and he fell back with his exhale. It was easier to breathe when he wasn't bent at all. His ribs were definitely going to need re-binding tomorrow.
"You can toss that with the rest." And then get back in bed, but saying so felt.. weird and needy since that was presumably the plan anyway.
Flint will grasp that hand, giving the other something solid to grip onto, gently pulling him up when the other starts to move so as not to jolt or jerk him too quick so that it hurts even more. Once he's upright he'll carefully pluck at the edge of the shirt and lift it off his body, being wary of the bandages as he moves the cloth up and over them, then over his head. He tosses it with the rest where it's piled near the bathroom door.
He'll get up from his spot on Raylan's side of the bed to walk around to his. Only sparing a half-thought at the idea that that was now HIS side of the bed before throwing it into the back of his mind. They weren't an old married couple.
He slips in with the other once more to grab the edge of the blanket and pull it up over them as he scoots in closer and curls up at Raylan's side, snuggling down next to him. He drapes a lazy arm over his belly and drops a kiss or two on the outside of his shoulder as he makes himself comfortable.
"You know... all of this wouldn't be such a pain in the ass if you'd go to the infirmary and get yourself healed up. I heard there are people here with powers to do that."
Hazel eyes followed Flint, off hand already tugging and tucking his legs under the blankets and draping one over Flint's knees as they tuck in and get comfortable. Raylan rests his hand over Flint's forearm, securing him there and giving himself a little range to drift his thumb back and forth in the habitual comfort and self comfort that he could offer.
"Mm," he hums again, in acknowledgement with as deep a breath as he could manage, though it came out stuttered and with a slight groan. "You mean the same people that broke my ribs in the first place or the folk that left Tim with-"
Raylan grips his wrist in a sort of reassurance with an inhale and a shake of his head. "Somehow it ain't fair to take that out."
Not when he'd caused so much pain. He needed to suffer for it and while none of this had been planned, pain was humanity. It was supposed to be the largely inescapable. He didn't deserve to escape from it.
He easily tangles their legs together as they get comfortable, his own thumb moving over Raylan's hip. Flint's brow furrows softly as he listens, trying to pick at the sleepy words or to read the tone of them. He doesn't know what happened to Tim, or that tidbit that goes unsaid, he thinks to ask but figures that's something Raylan can tell him when he wants to talk about it.
"Are you saying you want to suffer?" He asks, a little unsure. Because it's not fair not to? That sounds sort of silly.
"One of the first things I learned about you was how much you care about other people, and want to help them or protect them because that's what you do. How are you supposed to keep doing any of that if you can barely get out of bed and dress yourself? And then you'll only beat yourself up more when you can't do your job." Which he imagines is part of what is happening now.
Though he'll lean in a little closer as he lowers his voice, "At the very least, think of the other things we could get up to if you could breathe properly without your ribs hurting."
Raylan stays quiet, glad for the darkness save for the soft lamplight of the streetlamps that he couldn't actually go out and touch anymore. It would hide the faint pinch of his features at the objectively fair questions, his thumb continuing it's brush back and forth as James continues.
He huffs a careful little chuckle, head turning to curl a smile towards him.
"That last one is the first good argument for it," he grins, legs tightening fractionally in something akin to a leg hug.
"As long as I can draw my gun, I can do my job. No one else gotta know how hard it is to put on or take off a shirt 'xcept you and Roman ain't much of a runner. Gimme a few days more an' I'll think about it, how's that?"
"There are a lot of people that aren't afraid of guns, and pulling it means you have to be ready to shoot it, which I know you don't want to do. You'd have any other way if your ribs weren't bothering you." He raises his brows at him and drops more kisses along his shoulder and neck.
"Why do you want to torture yourself so?" It's less about him being stubborn and wondering what the other is feeling or what's going through his head. They've shared so much already and Flint's poured his guts out, it's only fair that Raylan gets the chance to do the same.
"Mm, that's the secret. I don't draw it unless I mean to kill someone with it. While I'd rather not kill someone, I got no problem addin' someone else to the list. My mouth still works too." He felt like he had a few options there. Even if James was right about the rest of it.
Humming again at the question, the levity seeping out of his tone, Raylan took a long second before answering.
"Part of it feels like cheatin' somehow. The rest.." His hand squeezed softly. "I'm the reason Tim left. The.. everythin' that happened in this last breach. People who break other people's heart should suffer. And before you suggest heartache is sufferin' enough.. I dunno that I should be allowed a reprieve, and you-.. You bein' here can't ease the aches of broken ribs. If you know what I mean."
"Hey." Flint's brow furrows softly and he pushes himself up onto his elbow to look down at Raylan so he can reach up and gently take his chin and turn his eyes to him.
"You didn't make him leave. That was his choice. And if he didn't love you enough to stay and to talk it out and work through it, then he wasn't worth it from the start." His thumb brushes over his chin.
"And the breach, that wasn't us as we are now, it was different. Not just a whole other version of ourselves in a whole other world, but like a past self from a whole other timeline. Even if we remember and still feel what it was like. It wasn't us. It was a version of us. A version of you that wasn't tethered or didn't know he was with Tim. And if he couldn't handle that? That's on him. It didn't change anything, it didn't change how you felt, or how you're feeling now because of it. It's Tim's loss. You need to stop beating yourself up for things you couldn't have known or done anything about. You don't have to apologize or feel guilty for just living and enjoying yourself while you can." He leans over and gives him a little peck on the forehead.
"You didn't do anything wrong. You don't need to punish yourself."
It was very near physically painful for him to look up into James's eyes and even while Flint moved, he avoided it as he shifted a little in kind, until his chin was taken. There was no ability for him to hide behind distance or the walls and masks he normally sported, not like this, not in this most vulnerable place after what they'd just done. He felt like he was spatchcocked and laid raw but over a barrel, proverbially speaking, Flint wouldn't be where he was exactly if Raylan didn't trust him.
And that somehow made the pirate's words weightier. Steve, Gonou, Stoker - They'd all said some variation of what James was, some less direct, some more sharply pointed but there was a validation amid all the Reasons it wasn't his fault that he hadn't felt before. Maybe it was because James was hitting some high notes that the most childish or most logical parts of him hand poured over, trying to figure out where he was wrong. Why he couldn't understand why Tim couldn't see the way it was, the way reason would see it.
If Raylan were a softer man, it might have even made him cry but the knot in his throat was ineffectively swallowed down as he reaches up to cup James's face, thumb brushing along that well shaped cheekbone.
If I had loved him the way he loved me..
The words wouldn't pass his lips.
Instead, Raylan pulled Flint down as he lifts himself up to meet him, chastely kissing him with a soft intensity that had nothing to do with sex. This was the language he could speak, this soft physical language where he could let out a little of the deep rooted hurt that lived like a wild tree him in, to be able to give over, to give up a little of the hurt to make room for something better.
Those eyes search Raylan's own after his words, but more come to mind. He can see how the other suffers with this.
"If he cared for you, he'd still be here. Not me." He shakes his head gently but pushes his cheek into the touch.
"And if one Breach was all it took then --" The kiss cuts him off from his speechifying and he'll gladly close his eyes and shut up to be pulled into it. It's a soft, slow, chaste thing, like the first time he kissed Thomas. He massages his lips against Raylan's, kissing him sweetly in kind. His fingers spread out over his jaw and cheek, brushing over the shell of his ear and back through his salt and pepper hair.
Maybe he was just a little fired up on Raylan's behalf, more pissed off that Tim has hurt him like this over something so absolutely stupid. Tim didn't deserve Raylan if that were the case.
The kiss deepened with the spread of Raylan's lips and it would be clear that he was wrapping himself in the softness of the moment before he broke it, keeping their faces close together. He knew he had to say something; he couldn't kiss and charm his way out of being seen and he couldn't deny the knotting cluster of feelings tightening and writhing in his chest.
"Careful there, Captian. I'mma start thinkin' you're sweet on me.." His thumb brushed back and forth, features crumbling into a faint pinch as he continued. "I want to believe all of that. I keep goin' over it all, tryin' to.. Tryin' to see where lookin' at it that way is.. wrong. Where he was right and I'm just too.. I dunno. Alls I do know is that.." He swallows thickly. Going any further was a leap of faith for so many reasons.
"I like you bein' here. Even if you change your mind and don't come back tomorrow, or decide next week that you don't want the company.." Raylan's head shifts a little, thumb brushing over James's lips. "I don't want to feel guilty over what those parts of ourselves did then or anythin' we do now."
The large parts of him that agreed with everything Flint said demanded an answer as to why he should feel guilty. All Raylan had ever wanted was some peace and some company that enjoyed being there with him. Simple. Shame that was so hard to find and since it was, he wasn't gonna take this for granted.
"You're making it extremely difficult not to be." He murmurs, tipping his face into the touch and kissing his palm.
Later he might reflect on his own words and realize he should really take his own advice. Let alone the rest of what Raylan will admit to him about not wanting to feel guilty for enjoying each other's company, or feeling wrong about feeling any of what they feel for each other in either the soft or steamy moments shared. A lot of his own words come from a place of understanding Raylan's torment, his pain, and his guilt. The words echo not only from his younger, freer more understanding, and more caring alternate self, but from those first moments shared with Thomas. When they first shared a bed and he was soft and slow with him. Reassuring and soothing his own aches over feeling the way he did or the lies society told him about it.
"Losing someone you love is some of the most excruciating pain you can feel. Even more so if you blame yourself for that loss." If anyone knew that pain well, it was him. Blaming himself for anyone and everyone he ever loved, cared for, and lost. Miranda, Thomas, Gates. Losing them had been his fault and he understands how hard it is not to torture yourself over it. He understands, but he also wishes he'd had someone, like this to talk him out of torturing himself over it. He wants to soothe Raylan's pain, the man didn't deserve this. He was a good man.
His lips part as that thumb brushes over them and he can't help but to gently wrap his lips around the tip to suck on it a little. He'll release a heartbeat later, still staring into Raylan's eyes the whole time, still wrapped up around him as he speaks those words.
"I like being here. And I don't want to feel anything else." No guilt for this, nothing but the comfort and warmth and whatever other fluttery feelings are twisting themselves up in his chest. These new and wonderful things that dull out the darkness, the rage, the hurt.
"My only regret is that," His hand ghosts down Raylan's throat and over his clavicles to barely touch his ribs.
"I can't hold you properly like this." He wants to be able to pull him in and hold him close like the other had cradled him the night before after his nightmare.
"I can barely touch you without being afraid to hurt you." That cautiously exploring hand comes to rest on his waist.
Not so bad at all and with the press of the kiss into his palm - a gesture that Raylan found hopelessly romantic and sweet - there was less and less debate on if Raylan was going sweet in return. He knew he was. And the best part about it was that James wasn't going to leave him for his secret abusive and cock fighting husband, or steal ten thousand from his daughter. That didn't stop a million other things from being possible, but he felt like the pirate did actually Like him.
Flint had done nothing but prove that he liked him. Who else had ever really wanted to help soothe any aches that Raylan was feeling, in the way they were talking about? He had fully believed Tim when the sniper said that he loved him, but this was what was lacking. There were no soft validations for Raylan, no easily falling into each others arms in the same way he was finding here. No hope that wasn't rooted in the fear of being left again.
There's a twitch of arousal in his stomach as James passingly sucks the tip of the offered digit, making his gaze a little more intense as he speaks. It was liberating to not feel a twist of anxiety, like the next words that would come from the pirate would be damning or admonishing. Liberating to not be disappointed for daring to think it would be. Raylan's breath was a little shallower as Flint's fingers ghost over his skin and he hums softly, lips curling at the edges with an echo of regret in them.
"Now there's an argument for me gettin' healed up," he murmurs. Generally, people wanted him to do the holding. Big man with his big goddamned gun, but right now, he wanted to be held. Wanted to be held the way Flint wanted to hold him.
"I wouldn't mind curlin' up into your chest and listein' to your heart drummin' under my ear. Goin' to sleep to that sound with your arms around me." His hand slid from Flint's neck to run it down his side, draping it around his waist at an angle. "I'll look into tomorrow, how about that. Least for the ribs. Heard somewhere that my face is prettier with a few bruises."
And those would be gone long before the ribs healed on their own.
There's a small, triumphant smile at that. Finally, his arguments towards healing have succeeded, and maybe he was a little selfish for the thoughts that followed if the other wasn't wounded.
"Deal." He murmurs and leans in to capture Raylan's lips as a reward, kissing him slow and soft once more to just savor it a little.
"I like your face either way, but I'd prefer without the bruises. You and I have been hurt enough for a lifetime." He shifts back to lay flat on his back and pats his chest.
"C'mon, if you put your head here, your ribs should be alright, less of a chance my arm is dead weight on you." If Raylan drapes himself over him he could still listen to his heartbeat and tuck in with him. He can wrap the arm under him around the back of his shoulders, and the other hand will rest on his thigh.
Raylan hums a note into the kiss, pleased at the agreement and the way Flint didn't hesitate in kissing him so sweetly. The remarks leave Raylan smiling as he shifts, pulling his arm out of the way before it could be pinned underneath and turns a little himself with halting motions.
"Probably two or three lifetimes, an' we still got a long way to go," he only half jokes as he lifts and rearranges the blanket before laying himself down carefully on Flint's chest, slowly relaxing his weight into it to make sure his ribs weren't going to give him any complaints that he wasn't expecting. A second later, Raylan's leg was tucking up over James, free hand and arm draped along the free side of him with as heavy a sigh as he and his sated, agonized body could give.
"I'm gonna end up droolin' on you and I apologize in advance." But it was said with a curl of a smile as his thumb brushed back and forth a few times. James had a strong heartbeat and Raylan had forgotten how good it was to hear one like a drum under him.
"Mn," He agrees laying himself out and allowing the other to make himself comfortable while he tucks his arm under his neck and pulls him in to hold him against him. One hand gently brushes up the back of his neck and into his hair as he speaks, turning to press a kiss onto the top of his head. His fingers play along his scalp before brushing lightly at the shell of his ear. The other hand splays out over his thigh.
He gives a small, gentle chuckle, holding back a little so as not to jostle the other too much.
"I've had worse, a little drool won't bother me." His eyelids are already getting heavy now they're comfortably tucked in. With luck, his mind will recognize it and be silent tonight.
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"Mm," he hummed in acknowledgement, lifting his hand to silently as for something to grip to help him leverage his weight up without using all of his muscle, grunting with a wince and a sharp inhale that was held as they worked the shirt off and he fell back with his exhale. It was easier to breathe when he wasn't bent at all. His ribs were definitely going to need re-binding tomorrow.
"You can toss that with the rest." And then get back in bed, but saying so felt.. weird and needy since that was presumably the plan anyway.
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He'll get up from his spot on Raylan's side of the bed to walk around to his. Only sparing a half-thought at the idea that that was now HIS side of the bed before throwing it into the back of his mind. They weren't an old married couple.
He slips in with the other once more to grab the edge of the blanket and pull it up over them as he scoots in closer and curls up at Raylan's side, snuggling down next to him. He drapes a lazy arm over his belly and drops a kiss or two on the outside of his shoulder as he makes himself comfortable.
"You know... all of this wouldn't be such a pain in the ass if you'd go to the infirmary and get yourself healed up. I heard there are people here with powers to do that."
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"Mm," he hums again, in acknowledgement with as deep a breath as he could manage, though it came out stuttered and with a slight groan. "You mean the same people that broke my ribs in the first place or the folk that left Tim with-"
Raylan grips his wrist in a sort of reassurance with an inhale and a shake of his head. "Somehow it ain't fair to take that out."
Not when he'd caused so much pain. He needed to suffer for it and while none of this had been planned, pain was humanity. It was supposed to be the largely inescapable. He didn't deserve to escape from it.
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"Are you saying you want to suffer?" He asks, a little unsure. Because it's not fair not to? That sounds sort of silly.
"One of the first things I learned about you was how much you care about other people, and want to help them or protect them because that's what you do. How are you supposed to keep doing any of that if you can barely get out of bed and dress yourself? And then you'll only beat yourself up more when you can't do your job." Which he imagines is part of what is happening now.
Though he'll lean in a little closer as he lowers his voice, "At the very least, think of the other things we could get up to if you could breathe properly without your ribs hurting."
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He huffs a careful little chuckle, head turning to curl a smile towards him.
"That last one is the first good argument for it," he grins, legs tightening fractionally in something akin to a leg hug.
"As long as I can draw my gun, I can do my job. No one else gotta know how hard it is to put on or take off a shirt 'xcept you and Roman ain't much of a runner. Gimme a few days more an' I'll think about it, how's that?"
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"Why do you want to torture yourself so?" It's less about him being stubborn and wondering what the other is feeling or what's going through his head. They've shared so much already and Flint's poured his guts out, it's only fair that Raylan gets the chance to do the same.
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Humming again at the question, the levity seeping out of his tone, Raylan took a long second before answering.
"Part of it feels like cheatin' somehow. The rest.." His hand squeezed softly. "I'm the reason Tim left. The.. everythin' that happened in this last breach. People who break other people's heart should suffer. And before you suggest heartache is sufferin' enough.. I dunno that I should be allowed a reprieve, and you-.. You bein' here can't ease the aches of broken ribs. If you know what I mean."
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"You didn't make him leave. That was his choice. And if he didn't love you enough to stay and to talk it out and work through it, then he wasn't worth it from the start." His thumb brushes over his chin.
"And the breach, that wasn't us as we are now, it was different. Not just a whole other version of ourselves in a whole other world, but like a past self from a whole other timeline. Even if we remember and still feel what it was like. It wasn't us. It was a version of us. A version of you that wasn't tethered or didn't know he was with Tim. And if he couldn't handle that? That's on him. It didn't change anything, it didn't change how you felt, or how you're feeling now because of it. It's Tim's loss. You need to stop beating yourself up for things you couldn't have known or done anything about. You don't have to apologize or feel guilty for just living and enjoying yourself while you can." He leans over and gives him a little peck on the forehead.
"You didn't do anything wrong. You don't need to punish yourself."
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And that somehow made the pirate's words weightier. Steve, Gonou, Stoker - They'd all said some variation of what James was, some less direct, some more sharply pointed but there was a validation amid all the Reasons it wasn't his fault that he hadn't felt before. Maybe it was because James was hitting some high notes that the most childish or most logical parts of him hand poured over, trying to figure out where he was wrong. Why he couldn't understand why Tim couldn't see the way it was, the way reason would see it.
If Raylan were a softer man, it might have even made him cry but the knot in his throat was ineffectively swallowed down as he reaches up to cup James's face, thumb brushing along that well shaped cheekbone.
If I had loved him the way he loved me..
The words wouldn't pass his lips.
Instead, Raylan pulled Flint down as he lifts himself up to meet him, chastely kissing him with a soft intensity that had nothing to do with sex. This was the language he could speak, this soft physical language where he could let out a little of the deep rooted hurt that lived like a wild tree him in, to be able to give over, to give up a little of the hurt to make room for something better.
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"If he cared for you, he'd still be here. Not me." He shakes his head gently but pushes his cheek into the touch.
"And if one Breach was all it took then --" The kiss cuts him off from his speechifying and he'll gladly close his eyes and shut up to be pulled into it. It's a soft, slow, chaste thing, like the first time he kissed Thomas. He massages his lips against Raylan's, kissing him sweetly in kind. His fingers spread out over his jaw and cheek, brushing over the shell of his ear and back through his salt and pepper hair.
Maybe he was just a little fired up on Raylan's behalf, more pissed off that Tim has hurt him like this over something so absolutely stupid. Tim didn't deserve Raylan if that were the case.
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"Careful there, Captian. I'mma start thinkin' you're sweet on me.." His thumb brushed back and forth, features crumbling into a faint pinch as he continued. "I want to believe all of that. I keep goin' over it all, tryin' to.. Tryin' to see where lookin' at it that way is.. wrong. Where he was right and I'm just too.. I dunno. Alls I do know is that.." He swallows thickly. Going any further was a leap of faith for so many reasons.
"I like you bein' here. Even if you change your mind and don't come back tomorrow, or decide next week that you don't want the company.." Raylan's head shifts a little, thumb brushing over James's lips. "I don't want to feel guilty over what those parts of ourselves did then or anythin' we do now."
The large parts of him that agreed with everything Flint said demanded an answer as to why he should feel guilty. All Raylan had ever wanted was some peace and some company that enjoyed being there with him. Simple. Shame that was so hard to find and since it was, he wasn't gonna take this for granted.
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"You're making it extremely difficult not to be." He murmurs, tipping his face into the touch and kissing his palm.
Later he might reflect on his own words and realize he should really take his own advice. Let alone the rest of what Raylan will admit to him about not wanting to feel guilty for enjoying each other's company, or feeling wrong about feeling any of what they feel for each other in either the soft or steamy moments shared. A lot of his own words come from a place of understanding Raylan's torment, his pain, and his guilt. The words echo not only from his younger, freer more understanding, and more caring alternate self, but from those first moments shared with Thomas. When they first shared a bed and he was soft and slow with him. Reassuring and soothing his own aches over feeling the way he did or the lies society told him about it.
"Losing someone you love is some of the most excruciating pain you can feel. Even more so if you blame yourself for that loss." If anyone knew that pain well, it was him. Blaming himself for anyone and everyone he ever loved, cared for, and lost. Miranda, Thomas, Gates. Losing them had been his fault and he understands how hard it is not to torture yourself over it. He understands, but he also wishes he'd had someone, like this to talk him out of torturing himself over it. He wants to soothe Raylan's pain, the man didn't deserve this. He was a good man.
His lips part as that thumb brushes over them and he can't help but to gently wrap his lips around the tip to suck on it a little. He'll release a heartbeat later, still staring into Raylan's eyes the whole time, still wrapped up around him as he speaks those words.
"I like being here. And I don't want to feel anything else." No guilt for this, nothing but the comfort and warmth and whatever other fluttery feelings are twisting themselves up in his chest. These new and wonderful things that dull out the darkness, the rage, the hurt.
"My only regret is that," His hand ghosts down Raylan's throat and over his clavicles to barely touch his ribs.
"I can't hold you properly like this." He wants to be able to pull him in and hold him close like the other had cradled him the night before after his nightmare.
"I can barely touch you without being afraid to hurt you." That cautiously exploring hand comes to rest on his waist.
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Flint had done nothing but prove that he liked him. Who else had ever really wanted to help soothe any aches that Raylan was feeling, in the way they were talking about? He had fully believed Tim when the sniper said that he loved him, but this was what was lacking. There were no soft validations for Raylan, no easily falling into each others arms in the same way he was finding here. No hope that wasn't rooted in the fear of being left again.
There's a twitch of arousal in his stomach as James passingly sucks the tip of the offered digit, making his gaze a little more intense as he speaks. It was liberating to not feel a twist of anxiety, like the next words that would come from the pirate would be damning or admonishing. Liberating to not be disappointed for daring to think it would be. Raylan's breath was a little shallower as Flint's fingers ghost over his skin and he hums softly, lips curling at the edges with an echo of regret in them.
"Now there's an argument for me gettin' healed up," he murmurs. Generally, people wanted him to do the holding. Big man with his big goddamned gun, but right now, he wanted to be held. Wanted to be held the way Flint wanted to hold him.
"I wouldn't mind curlin' up into your chest and listein' to your heart drummin' under my ear. Goin' to sleep to that sound with your arms around me." His hand slid from Flint's neck to run it down his side, draping it around his waist at an angle. "I'll look into tomorrow, how about that. Least for the ribs. Heard somewhere that my face is prettier with a few bruises."
And those would be gone long before the ribs healed on their own.
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"Deal." He murmurs and leans in to capture Raylan's lips as a reward, kissing him slow and soft once more to just savor it a little.
"I like your face either way, but I'd prefer without the bruises. You and I have been hurt enough for a lifetime." He shifts back to lay flat on his back and pats his chest.
"C'mon, if you put your head here, your ribs should be alright, less of a chance my arm is dead weight on you." If Raylan drapes himself over him he could still listen to his heartbeat and tuck in with him. He can wrap the arm under him around the back of his shoulders, and the other hand will rest on his thigh.
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"Probably two or three lifetimes, an' we still got a long way to go," he only half jokes as he lifts and rearranges the blanket before laying himself down carefully on Flint's chest, slowly relaxing his weight into it to make sure his ribs weren't going to give him any complaints that he wasn't expecting. A second later, Raylan's leg was tucking up over James, free hand and arm draped along the free side of him with as heavy a sigh as he and his sated, agonized body could give.
"I'm gonna end up droolin' on you and I apologize in advance." But it was said with a curl of a smile as his thumb brushed back and forth a few times. James had a strong heartbeat and Raylan had forgotten how good it was to hear one like a drum under him.
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He gives a small, gentle chuckle, holding back a little so as not to jostle the other too much.
"I've had worse, a little drool won't bother me." His eyelids are already getting heavy now they're comfortably tucked in. With luck, his mind will recognize it and be silent tonight.