What you're sayin' is that more people than not are- [He gestures with his hand, not quite yet ready to utter that all out loud to man he didn't wholly trust to not turn on him.]
And so there's no one to give a fuck but me, yeah sure.
[No, he got that. And it only made his self-loathing about it worse. He should be able to run this hurdle without tripping at the start, but here he was anyway, emptying yet another glass of numbing agent down his throat.
He'd been told he was Emotionally damaged before. This wasn't what Allison had meant but, it still applied. Unable to change shit. Unable to be what his partners needed or wanted.]
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[But it was followed with a sigh.]
What you're sayin' is that more people than not are- [He gestures with his hand, not quite yet ready to utter that all out loud to man he didn't wholly trust to not turn on him.]
And so there's no one to give a fuck but me, yeah sure.
[No, he got that. And it only made his self-loathing about it worse. He should be able to run this hurdle without tripping at the start, but here he was anyway, emptying yet another glass of numbing agent down his throat.
He'd been told he was Emotionally damaged before. This wasn't what Allison had meant but, it still applied. Unable to change shit. Unable to be what his partners needed or wanted.]